In the past, my husband and I have referred to my emotional struggles as "feeling crazy." We couldn't find a short way of encapsulating the complex emotions and physical feelings evoked during those times.
And then we realized that "Grey's Anatomy" had come up with the perfect description: Dark & Twisty. Apparently I'm more like Meredith Grey than I realized.
All that to say... I have an incredibly busy day ahead. Big stuff, exciting stuff, and also just a wee bit stressful as I try to fit it all in. And in the middle of it all... I am dark and twisty. I am literally paralyzed by my emotions and am still in my pajamas--and yes, I drove Lamb to school this morning in my PJs. And that's just the tip of the iceberg. I don't have time for this.
I don't like dark & twisty.
That is all.
(PS - When I'm back to myself, I've got some fun stuff coming up, including some giveaways! So stay tuned. We will resume our regularly-scheduled programming soon...)
2 comments:
Praying for you today, sweet friend. Wish you could be here in your jammies with us!
Love you,
Erin
ps. thanks for the continual transparency--I know it can be draining to empty yourself (no pun intended), but God IS using you.
I have referred to it as "brain-storm"....whatever we call it, it is hell, and I am praying for you, dear friend! A quote someone shared with me described it well- "there are dungeons in the castle of despair". Unless you've been there, that might sound dramatic, but believe me I know. But you WILL come through this!!!
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